Today is 31th of July. And it means this is the last day of July. The end of July 2011.
Well, I’m a lil bit sad because my July will end. But, I’m happy too. Why? Because this is my worst July. Yap, worst. Lots of memories on this July. Aaaa should I remember all of that memories?
I got a broken-heart on July. On 7th of July. On my birthday. It was hurt. Oh, I mean It-is-really-really-hurt. Still hurt. Still try to heal this pain. If you say I’m over-react… just shut up your fuckin mouth because you don’t know how it feels.
I still couldn’t forget all. I still couldn’t forgive him… and her, that biatch. I still angry, very-very-angry. But, I should move on. I have to move on. I don’t know what should I do. I only cry. Argh, you’re drivin me crazy.
I hate you. I hate ‘putrifirmansyah’. I hate everything about you, that girl, and myself.
Putrifirmansyah. That name’s not sounds cool anymore. I was proud of that cute name. But now, I hate that name. I hate that so damn much.
Aaaahhh I’m a liar, I love you! I still love you. (But I think I don’t love you as much as I did before. Ehm)
I love you. No matter what you are, no matter what you do… no matter what you did long time ago… But remember, I still angry with you, I haven’t forgive you yet. It’s not easy as it seems.
And that name. That’s still sounds cool. That’s still a cute name. And I still love that name, I still proud of it.
ASDFGHJKLZ WHAT THE HELL AM I TALKIN ABOUT!? Errr good bye my-worst-July! Marhaban yaa Ramadhan! Happy fasting all!
- Today, I’m getting my period so… I have to skip my first taraweh and first fast. Lil bit dissapointed. Huff.